The Blah Diary

Goodbye Blog

2007-08-18T15:33:00.001+01:00

Post number 362.

That's it the show on here is over.

I would just like to thank a few people, the ones I'd like to thank by name are Lauren, Hayley, Samya, Amanda & Colleen. Wow 5 females actually kept giving me the confidence to continue writing for 2 & a half year plus. I would also like to thank everyone else who contributed in some way, thank you.

You can catch my blogs on Myspace (which I still hate) or leave me a comment & if I have your details I'll be in touch (or just email me at one of the 3 addys I check monthly & I'll get back to you).

Takecare people & yeah it's a wrap....

Terry Tel Whateva!

2007-07-28T20:25:00.000+01:00

I don't post here much anymore, no randoms or interweb friends comment here anymore so I can't be arsed.

Here is a picture of my new addition 2 the family baby Emily. My sis is quite happy now she has a boy & a girl.

Woot

2007-07-15T11:17:00.001+01:00

My sis had a baby girl just now, woot!

Sorry I haven't been here in awhile, it got boring. I'll be back here during the week with an update.

Fathers Day Meh.

2007-06-16T12:45:00.000+01:00

Fathers Day here in the UK this Sunday. Why does my mum make me feel guilty about buying someone a card that isn't my father? I have done just to save on the hassle & other problems but meh.

2007-06-14T13:01:00.000+01:00

Yep this is part one of a project I'll be putting together. I have choosen to put some lyrics together that have meant something to me on a personal level or to inspire me to do better at certain things.

This one is about losing the love of your life & accepting that it was probably your fault apart from the lyrics from the song Where You Been/Encore? Where You Been is a much more personal lyric about my father & Encore is where I wish to be.

Of course the songs don't represent my life in the same way as his but I like Jay-Z stuff in paticular because hey I can relate to these lyrics & I think that's what music is about. If you feel you have any lyrics that come to mind with stuff in your life post them up & that.
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You used to hold me, told me that I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could posess
All that made me want is all that I could get
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets... (when I was young)

Regrets
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Can't even enjoy myself at a party unless
I'm on the dance floor hot ass vest
You think I'm freakin' these chicks right?
I'try not to brush against they chest
You get a lawsuit for shit like that, I feel trapped

I hate all girls with alterior motives
That's why I'm twenty plus years old, no sons no daughters
Hate putting my life in the hands of fake promoters
Hear the hate in my voice right? I hate that you noticed

Lucky Me
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You're my best friend's sister, grown woman and all
But you see how I am around girls; I ruin 'em all

It ain't like, I ain't tell you from day one, I ain't shit
When it comes to relationships, I don't have the patience

I don't want you to hate me, this is about us
Rather me; I ain't ready to be what you want me to be
Because I love you, I want you to leave, please

Soon U'll Understand
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I wanted to walk just like him (remember?)
wanted to talk just like him (word)
often momma said I look too much
and I thought just like him (it could happen)
wanted to drink Miller nips
and smoke Newports just like you
but you left me, now I'm goin to court just like you
I would say "my daddy loves me and he'll never go away"
bullshit, do you even remember December's my birthday?
do you even remember the tender boy
you turned into a cold young man
with one goal and one plan
get mommy out of some jam, she was always in one
always short with the income
always late with the rent
You said that you was comin through
I would stay in the hallway (waitin)
always playin the bench (waitin)
and that day came and went
Fuck You! very much you showed me the worst kind of pain
but I'm stronger and trust me I will never hurt again
will never ask mommy "why daddy don't love me?
Why is we so poor?, why is life so ugly?
Mommy why is your eyes puffy?"
please don't cry everything'll be alright
I know it's dark now, but we gon' see the light
It's us against the world
we don't need him, right? (right)
mommy drivin 6's now (yeah), I got riches now (yeah)
I bought I nice home for both of my sisters now
we doin real good
we don't miss you now
see how life twists around, fucker?

Where You Been?
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It was the cheese helped them bitches get amnesia quick
I used to cut up they buddies, now they sayin they love me
Used to tell they friends I was ugly and wouldn't touch me
Then I showed up in that dubbed out buggy
And then they got fussy and they don't remember that
And I don't remember you..

They say you can't turn a bad girl good
But once a good girl's goin bad, she's gone forever..
I'll mourn forever
Shit I gotta live with the fact I did you wrong forever

Song Cry
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December 4th, a child is born
Before I knew it, had my pops trousers on
That's how we do it when the man of the house is gone
You either, stand or fall, I chose to stand
The hawk outside, so I blow my hand
It's a cold cold world but I overstand
Tryin to stay focused but I feel hopeless damn
Can't cope with bein broke, I'm a man - c'mon

The Streets
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Out the country but the blueberry still connect
On the low but the yacht got a triple deck
But when you Young, what the fuck you expect? Yep, ye

Encore
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I don't think it's meant to be, be
But she loves her work more than she does me
And honestly, at twenty-three
I would probably love my work more than I did she
So we, ain't we
It's me, and her
'Cause what she prefers over me, is work
And that's, where we, differ
So I have to give her
Free, time, even if it hurts
So breathe, mami, it's deserved
You've been put on this earth to be
All you can be, like the reserves
And me? My time in the army, it's served
So I have to allow she, her, time to serve
The time's now for her
In time she'll mature
And maybe we, can be, we, again like we were
Finally, my time's too short to share
And to ask her now, it ain't fair
So yeah, she lost one

Lost One.
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Other guys but lullabies
Don't mean a thing to me
I'm not afraid of dying
I'm afraid of not trying
Everyday hit every wave
Like I'm Hawaiian

Beach Chair

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm

2007-06-13T19:36:00.000+01:00

I may not post here anymore. Over the last month I've lost my creative edge & really can't be bothered to post pointless messages/thoughts.

By next Monday I will make a choice. Maybe I'll be more creative next week.

I'm A Liar

2007-06-08T21:16:00.000+01:00

OMG another post in this month. Eveyone likes top 5 lists right?

That's why this will be a top 7 list.

I'll probably get no replys to this as it's the weekend & it's quite late & that but anyway I'm intrested in what YOUR opinion is (yes you) about this question that will make an awesome end list of stuff that isn't that important. Yeah. So without further delay:
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Whats your top 7 albums that You OWN? (You can not list albums you have borrowed/heard round your mates/illegally downloaded because your a pirate)

Here's mine in no order:

Reasonable Doubt (Jay-Z. Awesome 1st album from Jay which has continued throught his long career, even doing an album a year never stopped the quality of his awesome lyrical work)

The College Dropout (Kanye West. This album had everything, shame about the poor 2nd album (in my opinion of course))

Original Pirate Material (The Streets. How good was this album at the time? 1 of the few UK acts who who gets how to appeal to the mainstream "hip Hop" crowd.)

Whats The Story Morning Glory (Oasis. Probably one of the few rock albums I really like, has all the hits but a special mention for the song "She's Electric")

Choclate Starfish & The Hot Dog Flavoured Water (Limp Bizkit. I think I was one of the few in my group of friends who actually liked Fred Durst & Limp Bizkit. Awesome remix of My Way on this album with Redman/Method Man & DMX)

The Black Album (Jay-Z again. This was meant to be his last album & again I can't really thought it. To Encore, 99 Problems & other songs it had it all)

No One Ever Really Dies (N.E.R.D There later work & Pharrell's work can be critisised I guess but this album again had everything from the gritty Neptunes beats to Pharell unique voice. I'm still searching for a NERD cap, if you see one anywhere let me know)

You can just do a list of 7, have reasons etc, up to you i guess. Honourable mentions to people that got left out:

Nas
DMX
Memphis Bleek
Eminem(!?)
NWA
Fresh Prince & Jazzy Jeff
Nirvana
FatBoy Slim

Really The Last Post For A Month

2007-06-03T21:30:00.001+01:00

Jade Raymond. She's a producer for the new best game ever Assassins Creed. Yes a hot girl who is PRODUCING computer games!!

She probably has a shit personality.
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Talking of hot...Well...I mean someone with a personality... Erm I mean, yeah Lauren add me to Myspace already. Or don't..............

(See what i did there as a joke)

Thats end with some lyrics. Since Jay is meant to be now getting married to Beyonce its only fitting it should be Jay-Z. If u know the song u win a prize.

[Jay-Z]
Yep!
I got it from her 'ye damn!
The chain remains, the game is in tact
The name is mine, I'll take blame for that
The pressure's on, but guess who ain't gon' crack? [laughs]
Pardon me I had to laugh at that
How could you falter when you're the rock of gibralter
I had to get of the boat so I could walk on water
This ain't no tall order, this is nothin to me
Difficult takes a day, impossible takes a week
I do this in my sleep,
I sold Kilos of coke, (so?) I'm guessin' I can sell CD's
I'm not a businessman, I'm a business, man
Let me handle my buisness, damn!
Kanyeez you got me, Freeway and Foxy
YG', Teairra Mari, Petey watch me
Bleek could be one hit away his whole career
As long as I'm alive, he's a millionaire
And even if I die, he's in my will somewhere
So he can just kick back and chill somewhere, oh yeah
He don't even have to write rhymes
The Dynasty like my money last three lifetimes
Shirley Bassey was in the rear sayin exactly
What I was sayin practically me whole carreer
The diamond is forever, I been mindin' this forever
Now the Louis Vuitton Don's timin' couldn't be better
People lined up to see the Titanic sinkin'
Instead we rose from the ash like a phoenix
If you waitin' for the end, the dynasty signed
And what seemed like forever is a mighty long time
I'm young bitches [laughs]
Goodnight!

Life Is What Happens While Your Busy Making Plans For The Future

2007-06-03T13:26:00.000+01:00

Nice qoute init.

Hello.

I won't be posting here for about 2 weeks to a month (my lack of English grammer in sentances has sucked recently) because I'm just busy with other "projects & other stuff". So to make up for it a bit, hjere are a few memorys of chilhood I'd like to share with you (yes you, prepare to be depressed or if your quite sadistic happy)

When I was 14 years old I had to learn to walk again after a major operation. I remember laying in a hospital bed with my left leg hanging in plaster & thinking, shit this is going to be hard work. But like always someone has to spoil my fun & well they made me get up after a few days & actually walk with a walking frame (I can't wait till I'm old).

A couple of days later I went home & instead of using crutches I was given or staying in my chair I purposley didn't use them as much as I should & actually started to put early pressure on my left foot which was still in plaster & while this was probably bad on my part, it helped greatly with my walking around again.

I was menat to go away with the school to Wales (ha who wants to go there?) & go down mining holes (that would have been fun) but I ended up not going & missing out which was ok really to be honest.
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About a year before that, I'll always remember this like it was yesterday, me & the rest of the family went fruit picking in the Countryside with a group of other familys. While it was fun I was in my wheelchair a lot at the time because I'd get tired every 20 minutes of walking (I still do but hey I get on with it cos I'm older & you know you just have too right?) but I really wanted to walk, I hated being stuck in the chair so eventually I was allowed to walk but then of course I got quite tired..... At this time my Dad actually made a big scence in front of everyone about me wanting to get back in the wheelchair, now sure he must have been tired also but then he actually contiued it on & even be littled me while we got in the coach. Bastard.
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Thats all for now. I'll be back in just under a month. Laters.

Comedy Genius & More

2007-05-30T14:12:00.000+01:00

I wish I could do this. Pretty impressive indeed.

Hello. 1st off just a quick message for Lauren: Yeah add me 2 myspace already, I've sent u like 3 messages on there & a friend request already lol. Meh shes busy with important stuff like passing Uni but hey anyway.

2nd. Watch these videos, they are a work of genius & what I listen to in my spare time, two of my fav talk radio presenters.

3rd: who the hell is at the top of my questions about me leaderboard? A made up person? She knows nearly everything about me, meh. Cool maybe I have a stalker, always wanted one of them.

Lastly: 2 months till i'm an uncle again & yet again my sister is being stupid, she has bought (brought? someone gd at english help me out there) all girls clothes cos she thinks its going 2 be a girl. Thats hope it isn't a boy.

Yeah thats all, except to say the end of series 3 of Lost sucked a lot.

Have a good day whoever/wherever you are.

Tel,

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Happy Birthday

2007-05-30T12:51:00.000+01:00

To Jennifer Ellison.

Yes, anyone remember a few years ago when I had that joke about liking her? Meh if not you missed out (actually it was kinda crap really & just looking back proves it).

I'll post a proper blog tommorow or Friday.

Poetry In Motion (1)

2007-05-26T14:38:00.000+01:00

So about 3/2 years ago Lauren advised me to write some poetry. I forget why she said it, maybe shes crazy, maybe she wants to steal my work & use it to become famous, maybe she wanted me to write her a poem (probably) or just maybe she knew I'm quite a creative person & I get frustrated easily when bored.

So here is my 1st work in like 3/4 years. It's pretty crap for a 1st attempt but hey I'm happy I've written something. I think this also proves if you tell me something, I'd eventually do it also, just may have to wait a few years LOL.
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I sit here alone
Waiting by the phone
For someone to show they care

My emails are checked
From last night I feel wrecked
I sit here alone.........

Catchy Song

2007-05-21T14:16:00.000+01:00

Because this song is awesome & its stuck in my head init.

RIP Jessica Baby, The Only Girl Who Never Let Me Down

2007-05-16T11:32:00.000+01:00

Jessica died earlier this morning. I know people will say "It's only a dog" or whatever & that but right now them people can go fuck themselves.

She had a fit/stroke late last night & I was up with her till she peacefully (I hope, she didn't make much noise but was cold) died in her sleep.

Like I said some people will only see it as a dog but hey for me of course she as more then that. I tend not to be trusting of people & some people dont really get me at all but she was always loving, always waiting for me to come home & always scratching me when she jumped of my lap to bark at something (I forgive her lol) when she was little.

She showed me unconditonal (SP?) love & I'll never forget her. I don't know if I believe in Heaven or not but I do believe in something we don't understand thats all powerful, hopefully they look after her for me.......

Do My Test

2007-05-15T12:12:00.000+01:00

Hey Even If U Don't Actually Know Me Anyway:

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-13T15:57:00.000+01:00

Jessica is slowly dying & I dont know what 2 do about it. Shes started to walk round in circles & keeps collapsing on the floor, she isnt fitting any more but shes slowly losing it.

While shes not in any pain I don't think, i really can't put her down(sleep) but then again is it best just to keep her alive out of sadness at possibly losing her..

I know some people will say its just a dog but meh to them, shes possibly the only "girl" whos never let me down.

You May Not Care

2007-05-10T16:37:00.000+01:00

But again I want to write how I am on here & again I'll probably be negative & not really do that whole belief in myself thing I do but hey thats life right? So just some quick thoughts/observations:

I feel a bit more confident these days with people, I do the whole joking thing again to full force, some people seemingly don't appreciate my witty charming self but erm stuff them.
There are still money issues at home, will I ever get to spend money on something I want, I've been waiting since September.
It's Lauren's Bday soonish & I forget when her bday is, I think it's on the 25th May, am I wrong or what?

I Just Spoke 2 Danielle Lloyd On The Radio...

2007-05-09T20:24:00.000+01:00

& I was awesome.....

Iain Lee (My radio icon) had her on his show so called in & got through.

I asked her a boring question of does she still speak 2 the other BB people & that.

I was going 2 ask her a earth shattering deep & meaningful question instead but meh..

I should never have deleted her off my Myspace friends now.

Feeling Good

2007-05-06T15:29:00.000+01:00

I'm feeling good about myself today, Saturday was a good day. It went something like this:

Saturday afternoon I went to see my sister, I love my sister & I especially love my nephew Matthew, he it turn loves me & while she relaxed & chilled out I looked after him & played with him.

He is getting to the age where he chooses certain toys to play with, at the moment he is into all trucks & cars etc but especially trains. He watches them in awe, I've noticed he is like me in that he picks up stuff really easy & doesn't need showing how to do stuff after you 1st show/tell him.

I know Matthew may never read this but I'll type it anyway, I love you & i promise I'll always be there for you when you get older, I know my sister is going to struggle, so don't worry I'll be here for you.

What else? Late Saturday night, even though I was tired as anything, I went out with some mates after they convinced me it'd be a laugh. While I didn't think it would be, it was a great time & I actually relaxed for the 1st time in ages around people I knew & some I didn't.

One of the oines I didn't was a girl I'd seen a couple of other times, I always nodded hello to her but she never really showed any reaction to me, which was fine, but yesterday I actually talked to her & she talked to me, it was good to actually have a convo with someone where I didn't feel the need to act the fool or try to impress her. She got loads of free drinks lol, I got my confidence back, it was a win win situation.

She will never know but she helped me with the whole confidence thing, if you have known me for a while or just been reading for a while you'd know I always have issues with this.

& that was my Saturday night, I did plan to just chill out for a couple of days & forget everything but meh wheres the fun in that. Anyway I'm now feeling great so hey people would be missing out on my charming genius self lol.

2007-05-05T15:33:00.000+01:00

Hello,

This is inspired by a blog I recently read on myspace (yeah I still use that place, don't ask why).

I've had real trouble recently connecting with people, if I start talking to someone I kind of stop being able to think of what to say next. Normally I can just flow & my thoughts come together & they come out my mouth or on the screen but over the last couple of weeks, I don't know it's like I've lost the will to do so.

It really doesn't help me, in the "Real World" I'm quite a shy person, like I always say I don't like loads of people in the same place, I don't like not being in control of situations, & I don't really like idle chat that fills time.

While on here the "interweb" people may be more fake then what they are, are they really "friends"? While I know the awnser is probably a big "No" to like 80% of them, there are at least some I regard as "friends", sure I take the mickey out of them & they seemingly accept it as the joke it is & they ask how I am, even if they don't really mean it but they allow me to be myself.

They allow me be a "cheeky sod", to be the idiot, & to be me, the true me, the me nobody really sees that much in the "Real World". I thank them a lot for that, some I don't because they wouldn't understand, even if I know we wouldn't really be friends if we met or anything, I genuinly care about them, I hope they are ok & I try 2 be there for them when needed.

I know that could be seen as stupid, but hey I try my best.

When You Cut Yourself Shaving It Hurts...

2007-04-26T15:47:00.000+01:00

Much like when you show someone you've been talking to on the interweb a picture of you & they completly ignore it. People that know me will understand what I think of myself & hey it sucks.

I just wish she would have said something/anything about it. I can take it.

In better news I've really started to use this place again & have tried to keep my posts on a serious or talking about feelings side, instead of posting random crap.

Although no one ever replys & leaves comments its nice to have somewhere to think/write out what your thinking without people judging you.

I do wish some people were around to chat though, i miss them.

Hmmmm

2007-04-24T13:16:00.000+01:00

Hmmm indeed.

Why do I feel the need to self destuct stuff with people?

Give me a chance & I'd easily ruin stuff. Maybe I do it on purpose? Or maybe in my mind I just don't like getting close 2 people then losing them. Maybe I think I will do & thats why I have to mess it up sub consiously.

I think I just don't like people or having to rely on anyone.

I'm gone.

2007-04-20T19:34:00.001+01:00

Cos Iain Lee rocks.

The MySpace Update

2007-04-18T17:31:00.000+01:00

Yeah I know everyones been waiting for this. How did Terry do on Myspace.

Well to be honest it was quite suprising, most people were friendly enough, I even talked to 2 people, one of which is really cool but they are busy a lot, busier then me anyway but thats well easy cos hey I don't do to much if I'm honest.

I still think of it as a quite shallow place where people try to justify being cool or whatever by writing witty things about themselves in the intrest of people will take notice. (hehe I already do that on this blog)

I think the most disturbing people are the ones with erm well done photos, especially some of the girls, like would you really want the attention of someone from MySpace? Oh I know thats put up a near half naked pic of me on the interweb & see how much attention I can get. You see my point. (hehe I've never done that ever)

Erm yeah thats it. I probably won't use it but hey its a good thing to have for people to stay in contact & that.

I Have a Headache, I'm Tired & I'm Gonna Bitch About Nothing

2007-04-13T16:45:00.000+01:00

Edited: Can't be arsed.

Home of the Hits!

2007-04-09T13:46:00.000+01:00

More of My Favourite Lyrics:

Some people call me a space cowboy, yeah
Some call me the gangster of love
Some people call me Maurice
'Cause I speak of the pompitous of love

People keep talkin' about me baby
Say I'm doing you wrong
Don't you worry baby no don't you worry momma
I'm right here, right here, right here, right here at home

'Cause I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
Playing my music in the sun
I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
Sure don't want to hurt no one

I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
Sure don't want to hurt no one
I'm a smoker
I'm a hooker (smoker)
I'm a midnight toker
Get my lovin' on the run

You're the prett'est thing
That I ever did see
I really love your peaches
Want to shake your tree

Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time

I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
Playin' my music in the sun

I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker
Sure don't want to hurt no one

I'm a picker
I'm a grinner
I'm a lover
And I'm a sinner
Sure don't want to hurt no one

I'm a joker
I'm a smoker
I'm a midnight toker (JL sings something along the lines of ninja toker
didn't ya I toker
I'm a teachin' hooker
I'm a T.J. Hooker)
Get my lovin' on the run

You're the prett'est thing
That I ever did see
I really love your peaches
Want to shake your tree

Lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey, lovey-dovey all the time
Ooo-eee baby, I'll sure show you a good time

Terry Loves These Lyrics (number 1000837)

2007-04-08T16:39:00.000+01:00

We don't engage in war we elope
Orange juice style beat niggas to a pulp
We broke nigga you just told 3 jokes

I just use rap to put shit in my name
The death's just a matter of time the hit's been arranged
Contracts signed the shits in your name

Just to lame rap niggas I'm the king
Motherfuck the ring mami kiss the chain
I don't got game to waste on y'all
I don't think with my dick or chase my balls

I'm a hustla hit me with an eighth of raw
And when I get on top I'mma blaze all y'all

Keep em laced some more I know you want some things
I drink a lot of water mami come clean

Chicks I pump her then dump her
Cars we got em bumper to bumper

Rap niggas y'all days are numbered

     Nobody drop nothin' next summer, yeah

The big questions (part 1000928379)

2007-04-08T14:48:00.000+01:00

When a girl says "does my bum look big in this?" Lie or tell the truth?
Why do soccer stars get paid so much for kicking a ball around a pitch?
Do "we" as in the people really care about celebs that much?
What purpose do traffic wardens serve to the World?
Who's more popular, The Easter Bunny or Jesus?
Why are we so materialistic?
& lastly, Robert De Niro or Al Pacino?

Terry Does Myspace

2007-04-04T19:40:00.000+01:00

& someone on there worries about my "mental health".

So yeah I went Myspace crazy yesterday. (No I didn't send Laz 5 comments in a row again in a slightly off putting, stalkerish, please be my friend way).

Instead I did something even better & more funny, I browsed the females, found the hot looking ones & said how cool there Myspace page was in the best "wow your so cool" but I don't really mean it truthfully way possible. Out of the countless people I left messages with, about 2 people replied, both questioning my mental state of being.

I guess I was right, Myspace is for down & out losers, yeah.**

** So why don't I fit in there?

I have some other observations about Myspace, but they can wait, pending any lawsuits that come to light over the next couple of days from people that I've been in contact with.

If you wanna be my friend add me at...........No thanks.

Terry,

Meh annoyed at self

2007-04-02T19:23:00.000+01:00

So I bumped/ran into an ex girlfriend over the weekend.

It annoyed me, it didn't upset me at all, I didn't burst out crying & beg her to talk to me again every day for the rest of her life, far from it.

Anyway back to the thing that annoyed me, it annoyed me that I cared again. I actually hoped that she was ok & doing well.

The funny thing is that I knew she didn't care what happened to me at all after we stopped talking before, yet I feel that I have to make sure shes ok.

I'm either a really nice guy or a complete loser for caring. Or maybe I can't get over people who come into my life, I don't let a lot of people in to see the real me, most kind of give up after our 1st chat. Meh thats just my own thing though.

Damn

2007-03-22T19:28:00.000Z

So one of my dogs (my girl Jessica) is having fits, she has epilipsy in her old age, I hope shes gonna be ok..

Posted

2007-03-19T13:07:00.000Z

I haven't wrote anything on here in ages. I've just been kinda down recently & quite annoyed about stuff to be honest. Every day is turning into a numbing struggle to just cope with whatever life throws at you.

It was Mother's Day here yesterday, bought my mum something nice of course, don't know why we have it so early compared to the rest of the World.

That's really it to be honest, I just don't have the energy to share stuff with people today.

Not that I have ever been good at sharing stuff with people. I don't like doing it at all.

Until I post again, laters.

Phobias

2007-03-05T19:20:00.000Z

So Phobias, anyone reading have any? Here are the ones I looked up, I'm weird like that, yea.

Arachnophobia (spiders)
Microphobia (Small Things)
Somniphobia (Sleep)
Dendrophobia (Trees)
Hydrophobia (Water)
Pteromerhanophobia (Flying)
Acrophobia (Heights)
Heliophobia (The Sun)
Barophobia (Gravity)
Octophobia (Fear on number)
Achluophobia (Darkness)
Coulrophobia (Clowns)
Bibliophobia (Books)
Chionophobia (Snow)
Cyberphobia (Computers)
Genuphobia (Knees)
Porphyrophobia (Fear of colour Purple)

Wowzers.....

2007-03-03T18:59:00.000Z

Yes, someone actually voted, awesomeness. I'm proud to announce the winner of Round 2............Salma Hayek.

So yeah I've been fine I guess, a little bit of trouble still but that eally isn't going to be discussed here till a later time.

It's lucky I use this place, with the lack of emails I've recieved recently I guess everyone no longer loves me anymore, yeah thats why.

the 3rd/4th/Final Round will be fitted into the upcoming months, after I might post a serious post again, who knows.

Man Flu

2007-02-27T20:43:00.000Z

Haven't been around here much.

Had Man Flu innit, that flu that when you can't be bothered to do anything at all. Women somehow have super powers which means they can still do stuff during flu time.

I have some cool pictures that I'll upload to here later on in the week. not ones of hot women but actual dogs, no not unattractive women.

Round 2: Salma Hayek Vs Penelope Cruz Vs Nelly Furtado

2007-02-22T14:34:00.000Z

Because I have nothing new of any importance to add to here, this is the 2nd round of "Terry's a saddo & dreams of dating women who look like this."

Voting closes whenever someone votes, again crappy pixalation, Ill work out how to do it eventually.

Serious Face

2007-02-18T16:00:00.000Z

Hello,

So I've been thinking, you know on the interweb how people automatically know everything about you & are your best friend in the whole World even though they barely know anything about you? Well them people, quite plainly suck.

Sure I'm not knocking these people who seem desperate for you to tell them everything & anything about you but DO you really CARE? Well do you? If I was to say "Well my day started off pretty crap, when I got to the shop I realised I actually didn't have enough money on me to get a drink as well as everything my mum wanted me to get."

Well, would you tell me to go jump or would you say "well thats intresting, what else?"

Sure if I do want to get something off my chest I'll spill my guts to people on the interweb, hey I'm pretty good at it but then again I just won't & just say I'm "ok" because hey whats the point you know?

Just as an example I'll spill my guts on here & show you what I mean:

I still very much hate my dad even though I don't think of him at all anymore, but when my brothers girlefriend cussed him I was very close to doing this girl some harm, only I or family can cuss my Dad not some nobody off the streets.

My sisters currently pregnant, the baby may be disabled (Downs syndrome) I just don't think she will cope.

I'm happy by myself, I may be tagged a spas who could never get a girl, or a loser but you know what I'm actually really really happy at the moment with life in general, everything is really good with me & yes sometimes now I like to be selfish & look out for me & me only.

Screw other people, most of them don't really care & i know longer see the point in caring but hey when I do care at least I fricking mean it.

Thats all. I don't think any of that made much sense in the end, i kinda got in a rant, this is what happens when you keep stuff bottled up, its bad for you, mmmmmmmmm okay..............

"What's Love Got To Do Got To Do With It"

2007-02-13T12:42:00.000Z

Happy Valentine's Day people (Yes I know it's tommorow but I'm gonna get so many cards/emails/comments I won't possibly be able to post here for like 20 hours)

Round One: Rhianna Vs Ashanti

2007-02-11T20:27:00.000Z

Wow this blog has really gone down hill over the last year, feel free to check out my earlier work by using the left side of the blog.

VS

So Round One of the "Oh My God Terry's a Saddo" competition (meh I'm just bored & hot pics of females should get people visiting here) So please Vote, whoever wins goes through to the final 4. Wow them pictures are pixalated.

Leave a vote as a comment, thanks, voting closes Tuesday, or when I can next be assed to post after Tuesday.

Happy Bday To This Blog

2007-02-05T11:40:00.000Z

And to Me..................

Another year older & less wiser still. Arn't them two things supposed to go together?

I'll update this later/tommorow.

Oh & to my interweb friends who seeminglt forgot, I hate you, I hate you all. I'm off out with family then tonight my real in the World friends.

Go Me.......

Yeah I don't really hate you...You obviously know who you are. The rest I hate/detest.

Pac's Life........

2007-02-01T20:12:00.000Z

"Yeah it's Pac's life"

God & I wish they would leave him in peace.

Love Ashanti though, wow shes fit.

Super Duck, Yeah...

2007-01-30T14:25:00.000Z

A duck in the US state of Florida has survived gunshot wounds and a two-day stint in a refrigerator.

A hunter shot the duck, wounding it in the wing and leg. Believing the bird was dead, he left it in his fridge at his home in Tallahassee.

The hunter's wife got a fright when she opened the fridge and the duck lifted its head, a local veterinarian said.

Staff at the Goose Creek Animal Sanctuary who are treating the bird said it has a 75% chance of survival.

The plucky duck was taken first to a local animal hospital, and then to an animal sanctuary for more specialised treatment.

A veterinarian at the sanctuary said he thinks the duck will live, but will probably never be well enough to be released into the wild.

The veterinarian, David Hale, said the duck's low metabolism rate helped it survive its time in the refrigerator, the Tallahassee Democrat newspaper reported.

"This is an extremely tough duck with a lot of spirit to live," he said. "This shows how tough and adaptable wildlife are."

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So yeah I don't get this, a hunter goes out, tries to shoot a duck, thinks its dead so takes it home probably to eat, then his wife finds it alive so takes it to the vets?

Happy Australian Day

2007-01-26T17:39:00.000Z

I was gonna post some pictures of Skippy, BBQ's beaches & surfers, but hey that would have taken ages & to be honest I'd rather look at page after page of Holly Valance.

She needs the help being taken seriously in Hollywood as a genuine actress. She also comes across as being quite cool in real life, but I think thats more of how most Aussies are.

She's hot so I don't give a shit to be honest. In the 1st pic she looks very Kate Moss like. & yes she is VERY thin, & I don't like these really extreme thin women but hey thats the life we lead today & the pressure to look like that from people.

Snowin' Init

2007-01-24T15:49:00.000Z

Snow at the end of January, in the UK, what's up with that eh?

Because I'm That Cool

2007-01-07T19:26:00.000Z

Yep I am, thanks.

Wow I'm a boring sod, haven't posted anything good here in ages. That's all about to change though, yea.
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Oh thats do some random thoughts:

God emails on the Interweb are annoying.

Don't ever send an email out thats quite important & expect a reply straight away.

I do that a lot, sometimes I email them a couple of days later to make sure they got my email, or I'll phone them to tell them what I wrote in the email, which then makes the email pointless.

I wish we didn't have email, instead we could still write nice letters to each other & we wouldn't expect a reply straight away would we.

Another advantage would be that letters are much more personal then typed rubbish in an email.

Down with emails.

Yea.
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Why do people go retail mad in the sales?

The way it works is like this:

In December shops put prices up for Christmas, then in January they seem to cut these inflated prices meaning they don't lose any money.

Yet people go mad for it & end up with useless junk they really don't need.
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Why do we live in such a "I want it now" World? Instead of working hard for things we expect stuff to be handed to us & to in general not work hard for things.

I've noticed it more & more everyday with 1000 of people REFUSING to work lower paid jobs which need doing.

Even jobs that are needed like nurses/doctors/builders/plumbers etc are not being taken by people living here in the UK, but instead people from Eastern Europe who work for less pay.

Why are people so afraid to work for something in this day & age?
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Meh

2007-01-01T13:30:00.000Z

Happy New Year!

No one loves me....eh.

The Long 316th Post (Till New Year)

2006-11-30T19:47:00.000Z

1st December: OMG A Card for you guys: Click the link.
http://www85.123greetings.com/card/12/01/03/55/DR41201035552445.html

So thats start with some lyrics:

If I lay here,
If I just lay here,
Will you lie with me,
& just forget the World,

Snow Patrol's song called Cars, brilliant.

So your wondering, what makes Terry tick, this is what I love/dislike:

I love music, any kind of music.
I dislike snobby people.

I love different accents & people from other places, they intrest me & always will.
I dislike people who look at me as if I'm sort of "special" kid who doesn't fit in with their ideal World.

I love wrestling. I know it's fake but I love the entertainment of it.
I dislike people who think computer games/music/TV make people bad. No thats bad parenting.

I love arguing for the sake of it. It's always refreshing to have a debate about something that doesn't really matter that much.
I dislike religion being force fed to people.

I love the people who get me, they are a select few & they have put up with loads of my crap before, for that I'm sorry, just thanks for staying around & being the great person/s you are.
I dislike liars/people who I thought I could trust but can't at all. You know who you are......

Thats all for now, I'll add loads of stuff as we get closer to Christmas.

Thanks people.

From The Ashes........

2006-11-18T15:59:00.000Z

My next post (Monday next week) will be my last here, I just feel this place is really not going anywhere & in truth it's even boring me & becoming a chore to want to update it.

I could do funny/stupid stories about my life but really see no need or point.

Edited: The site lives for now.

I wish I was in Australia right now, just to watch England win again, yeah.

I've also had a change of heart regarding the blog, it stays for now with just less content being added then before.

I blame Lauren/Samya & Collie, they don't leave comments anymore. If they don't write to me by December, I'm going in chatrooms & making new friends to replace them yeah, Go me, yea.

I also blame the lack of any social life I have. Maybe I can be the Hunchback of Notre Dame? Didn't he go out with a hot girl in the end?

The story continues........

"Show Me What You Got"

2006-11-04T10:48:00.000Z

Love that song by Jay-Z, gald he is back making music, probably the best rap artist ever, yeah.

So I purposely haven't posted here for a couple of reasons & I'll just say, oh well then.

Erm did you know it's been like 5 years since my dad left, as I've talking numerous times about him on here I won't again, it just makes me kinda sad really but hey this shit happens all over the World every day yes? & there is much worser things that could happen.

Since then I've always been quite wary of people coming into my life then falling out of it & I'd at times obsess about it, wondering if I had done something wrong, i know it's stupid but I honestly am a very impressionable/fragile guy at times so I do stuff like make jokes pretend I don't care but really do. At times I even become needy.

It's a shame I'm like that. It actually bothers me that I'd want to depend on someone/people........
When they COULD let me down in the long run.

My dog is still unwell, she'd never let me down lol.

My 2 nephews should be over today that'll be fun yet loud at the same time.

Yea thats all. Until next time. I much prefer my random thoughts like this to well thought out posts. I think they make the blkog more intresting to myself when I look back at it mostly.

Takecare.

I wanted to walk just like him (remember?)
wanted to talk just like him (word)
often momma said I look too much
and I thought just like him (it could happen)
wanted to drink Miller nips
and smoke Newports just like you
but you left me, now I'm goin to court just like you
I would say "my daddy loves me and he'll never go away"
bullshit, do you even remember December's my birthday?
do you even remember the tender boy
you turned into a cold young man
with one goal and one plan
get mommy out of some jam, she was always in one
always short with the income
always late with the rent
You said that you was comin through
I would stay in the hallway (waitin)
always playin the bench (waitin)
and that day came and went
Fuck You! very much you showed me the worst kind of pain
but I'm stronger and trust me I will never hurt again
will never ask mommy "why daddy don't love me?
Why is we so poor?, why is life so ugly?
Mommy why is your eyes puffy?"
please don't cry everything'll be alright
I know it's dark now, but we gon' see the light
It's us against the world
we don't need him, right? (right)
mommy drivin 6's now (yeah), I got riches now (yeah)
I bought I nice home for both of my sisters now
we doin real good
we don't miss you now
see how life twists around, fucker?

We Ride

2006-10-24T11:46:00.000+01:00

Yeah love the new Rhianna song, I'm such a girl at times liking Beyonce's new one , to the left to the left, there just catchy tunes i guess.

Minor Irritations

My mum owing me near to £1000 (don't ask)

That LAST post, (No comments, yeah thats a shocker) well it was meant to be me being cool with being me, yet I've thought about it & realsied why do I care what people think? If they wanna think shit, stuff them. I'm comftable with being seen as "different" , I'm a slightly well adjusted person & I guess I've HAD to adjust with my surroundings/hopes & dreams/ambitions in life.

I feel slightly down & depressed at the moment & people are noticing in the "real" world (not just on the interweb), it bothers me but at the same time its nice that a few care.

That's all for now. Wasn't meant to be as long as it was but I got into a rant there.

We ride we ride, everyday........

Laters.

Arthrogryposis (My Disability)

2006-10-20T12:06:00.000+01:00

Linkage To Photos Because Photobucket is being a bitch about showing them.
Linkage To Wiki Page

Arthrogryposis (Arthrogryposis Multiplex Congenita) is a muscle disorder that causes multiple joint contractures at birth. A contracture is a limitation in the range of motion of a joint. It is non-progressive.

In some cases, few joints may be affected and the range of motion may be nearly normal. In the "classic" case of arthrogryposis, hands, wrists, elbows, shoulders, hips, feet and knees are affected. In the most severe cases, nearly every body joint may be involved, including the jaw and back. Frequently, the contractures are accompanied by muscle weakness, which further limits movement. Arthrogryposis is relatively rare, occurring in approximately one in 3,000 births. The majority of affected individuals survive but a minority die, usually due to respiratory muscle involvement.

In most cases, arthrogryposis is not a genetic condition and does not occur more than once in a family. In about 30% of the cases, a genetic cause can be identified. The risk of recurrence for these cases varies with the type of genetic disorder.

Research has shown that anything that prevents normal joint movement before birth can result in joint contractures. The joint itself may be normal. However, when a joint is not moved for a period of time, extra connective tissue tends to grow around it, fixing it in position. Lack of joint movement also means that tendons connecting to the joint are not stretched to their normal length; short tendons, in turn, make normal joint movement difficult. (This same kind of problem can develop after birth in joints that are immobilized for long periods of time in casts.)
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The pictures consist of my feet my left & right hand & my special splint I have to wear to keep my feet straight as well as specially made trainers. Also no need for any poor you type comments either, thanks for bothering to read.

10 Reasons Why I.............

2006-10-16T19:44:00.000+01:00

Love OR Hate you. (Note: I don't mean you personally, you might be real ugly so I'd never love you at all.)

If you want give an honest assessment of yourself regarding my statements & see what I think of you (Which is so important)

That's start with Hate:

Your probably taller then me. (If you are it'll just hurt more when you fall down)
You probably use smiley faces or do stuff like this :-)
Your sensible with money.
You like being in love so your so frigging happy always.
You don't talk/type/spell proper English.
You probably have a really good job you love but everyone else would hate.
Your family life is great.
You like emo music.
You like romantic novels/poetry.
All you do is talk about yourself.

Now for the Love:

You like most sports.
Your quite smart.
You have a good sense of humour.
You have an open mind to most music.
You have some odd tendancies.
You don't expect too much from people (or me)
You like me! (thats always a winner)
You don't show off.
You fit in with most social groups.
You don't judge people straight away.

Stupid Questions

2006-10-07T14:39:00.000+01:00

What i'll do is think of the most anal questions & think of sensible awnsers to them. Like most of my posts, this can then be updated at a later date.

Q: Would you ever sleep with a prostitute?

A: Nope. For a couple of reasons, if i can be serious, I think of sex as something that shouldn't just be done for the fun of it but rather when you have two people in love & when I mean in love, not someone who you lust over.

Q: If you knew you were about to die, what would you like to be remembered for?

A: For having many idiosyncrasies but also for being serious about stuff when needed.

Q: Do you want to ever marry?

A: As much as I hate the way all religions are at the moment that doesn't mean I wouldn't like to married one day. Saying that I think she would have to be quite a patient person/not short tempered & would have to "get" me & my many idiosyncrasies. ( I love that word)

Q: Why don't you like blondes?

A: I dunno, it could be that (unfairly) most blondes I've known have been quite stupid/slow etc OR they have been stunnigly beautiful & been "above" me as in I could never ever ever date them. (Not a height joke by the way)

Q: How have you managed to date anyone?

A: I don't know, although I can be charming at times & not in a sleazy way which helps.

UPDATED

Q: Whats your all time fav song in the World?

A: Sunshine, by Jay Z & Foxy Brown.

Q: Name a couple of changes you'd make if you were in charge of the UK.

A: An IQ test before your allowed kids, less ghettoised neighbourhoods, pople who earn over a certain small amount of cash for medical treatment every time. EX: £2 a time.

Q: If you could have any job what would it be?

A: Hmmm. A sports/actor/actress agent, comic book writer, a rwestling writer, or someone who makes computer games.

Q: Pussycat Dolls or Atomic Kitten?

A: Cat Stevens (LOL get it?)
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That is all for now, if you have any questions leave in comments below, you can even leave anymonus (SP?) ones as well, yea.

I'll probably do a couple more posts like this in future, I do think its easy to cheat though as I obviously thought of questions & then awnsers in one go.

I really don't like this whole opening up myself to people though so it may end here soonish. Most of this fitted in with my last post anyway.

Fix You

2006-10-06T12:52:00.000+01:00

Love that Coldplay track.

Here we go again, time for a serious post, what should I write about today? Religion/exams before you can have kids/America & its blind belief that only they matter/having a disability/relationships?

Yeah you get it the list could go on & on & hopefully now I'm in the mood to keep writing here, which I haven't felt like doing in ages, its all good.

My topic today is Relationships or lack of, I'll add another one, if I can be assed.

Relationships

Erm where to begin, me, I've never really been that good at long term relationships of really any nature at all, be it friends/girlys etc.

So when I occasionaly get attention from a girl I'm often suprised & sinical wondering whats in it for them. I won't go on about relationships that were a very long time ago & over but from my 1st serious relationship, where the girl just wanted someone to be nice to her until she got over her own personal stuff, to my last with a girl who was very clingy & needy, I've always felt the need to finish it.

I think about ending it every couple of months because really, I don't feel I'm good enough for anyone, that they could do better then me in the long run & that I should just let them. This often comes back at me in bad ways where I miss them OR just need to know that they are ok & doing well.

Stupid I know & I really should think better of myself as a person but I won't, even if Kate Moss/Rhianna/Ashanti/etc etc wanted to date me I'd still do exactly the same.*

*Disclaimer*

*If you are Kate Moss/Rhianna/Ashanti/etc then I'm all for a casual relationship*

To be continued at a later date of choosing if I can be bothered.

Happy/Sad Songs

2006-10-05T12:35:00.000+01:00

Since I have nothing new to add, song lyrics are the next best thing I guess. I was gonna post some more crap about me but then realised I don't really like sharing stuff about me, at all, with anyone.

If anyone is offended, tough shit, remember when I never swore at all....

EDITED: Just seen how big the text is, stupid me.
Happy Song:

"Could Well Be In"

Cuz her last relationship fucked her up.
Got hurt majorly, finds it tough to trust.
Looked at the ashtray, then looked back up,
Spinnin it away on the tabletop.
She looked much fitter than saturday just.
She worked in JD's with dan.
Back then I figured she was pretty damn rough,
But she was only wearin her work stuff.
And in these clothes she looked more than buff,
She stirred her straw, sat up to adjust.
I told her I thought it was important,
That you could get lost in conversation.
Chattin shit, sittin in, oblivion
With that person who's your special one.
She said she was the worst pool player under the sun,
But blokes go easy so she always won.

I saw this thing on my TV the other week,
Said, that if she played with her hair, she's probably keen
She's playin with her hair, well regularly,
So i reckon i could well be in.

She didn't look too bored with what I was sayin.
Her hair looked much better than the other day.
She had her fingers 'round her hair, playin'.
I Saw on the telly that's a good indication.
Stood up to buy the next drink though, "Nay."
Suppose that's just our girl's way.
Im tryin to think what else I could say,
Peelin' the label off, spinnin the ashtray.
Yeah actually, yes, she did look pretty neat.
Her perfume smelled expensive and sweet.
I felt like my hair looked a bit cheap,
Wished I'd had it cut back last week.
She kept givin me this look, cuz she would speak.
Was she only friendly, or was she a keep?
Asked her if she wanted the same again to drink.
Started to turn and get up out my seat.

I saw this thing on my TV the other week,
Said, that if she played with her hair, she's probably keen
She's playin with her hair, well regularly,
So i reckon i could well be in.

She said that her close mates all were
Always the most important thing to her.
I said I thought it was a bit more blurred.
She asked what I meant by that as she stirred.
I told her about the money and what had occurred
With it goin missing from the living room, so.
With my best mates all there standin by,
Right where I left it, under their eyes.
So surely one of them might have spied
What happened to my money at that time.
I felt like they were all smilin on the side.
She was like "fair play" she couldn't say why.
She didn't know what all my mates were like.
And I said she just might be right.
Wish I had someone I could always rely,
Someone to get lost chattin to all night.

I saw this thing on my TV the other week,
Said, that if she played with her hair, she's probably keen
She's playin with her hair, well regularly,
So i reckon i could well be in.

As I walked back with more drinks to our place,
She had her phone stuck to the side of her face.
I sat for a minute while she chatted away
'bout somethin with her mom and her birthday.
Played for a bit with the same ashtray,
Thought about things while i sat and waited.
It was nice to chat about the shit in my head,
Someone who just listens to you instead.
I looked at the barman, wiping down again,
Looked at the football on the tv set,
Tryin to look like i weren't just waitin there
For her conversation to come to an end.
I look at my watch and realized right then
That, for three hours, been in conversation.
Before she put her phone down, she switched to silent,
And we carried on chattin for more than that again.

I saw this thing on my TV the other week,
Said, that if she played with her hair, she's probably keen
She's playin with her hair, well regularly,
So i reckon i could well be in.

Sad Song:

"It's Too Late"

She said meet me at the gates at 8
Leave now don't be late
She said one day she'd walk away cos I'm always late
Thought things were ok
Didnt care though anyway
Say sorry babe, I had to meet a mate, tempting fate
We first met through a shared view, she loved me and I did too
It's now 7:50 getting ready better be nifty
Do my hair quickly, step out it's cloudy
Mate bells me to borrow money, I got two Henry's and a dealer to pay
Call up on geezers to rid these green trees of my reeking jeans
Got a you think I care outglaring geezers stares
I'm here and I'm there
Couldn't see past the end of my beer
What was getting near, all the silence after the cheers

[Chorus]

She said meet me at the gates
Don't be late, but pretty soon the day came for change
And I was glad she never walked away
So Im choosing what to wear, doing my hair with an hour to spare
When my life went pear, she'd been there with a thick stare
Big wheel climed to the top, geezer scares bounced off
Standing at the top of this huge mountain, smiling and shouting
Spring flowers sprouting, not one inch of doubt in my mind as I reached the gates
Came round the corner at a rate
Risked her love but Im gonna set things straight
Never again am I gonna be late
Never again am I gonna be late
Never again am I gonna be late

[Chorus]

I said meet me at the gates
Leave now don't be late
I waited for a while listening to her voicemail, mind set sail
Then the facts turned me pale, wind rain and hail
My fears unveiled, for my fair female
She'd walked away, too little too late
I step up the pace, walk past the gates, rain runs over my face
Spirit falls from grace
I purchase a hazy escape at the alcohol place in the chase
Sat down I got a fat frown
Weaping and drowning my senses
For this love game's expensive
I walk in a trance
Gort a wounded soldier stance
The everyday geezers stares throw me off balance
Now nothing holds significance
And nothing holds relavance
'Cause the only thing I can see is her elagance

Intresting....

2006-10-04T16:43:00.000+01:00

No not really.

So I had to have some dentist fillings done today & the dentist lady had to numb my mouth 6 times!

My dog Jessica has become paranoid over rain, everytime it rains she starts barking/growling.

My social interaction with people gets less & less every day, at the moment I feel old/useless & in no mood to do anything at all.

Anyone who doesn't see the awesome Dead or Alive movie starring the stunning Holly Valance is a complete loser.

Oh yea Lauren you forgot to email me blondie. ( I know this goes against the "never mention me again or die" rule you set out but meh)

That's another week I wonder what troppo really means? lol. Thanks for making me bother to write anything here.

I'll end on a happy note. I've finished this blog post.

See what I did there eh?

Lighter Mood

2006-09-26T10:42:00.000+01:00

Hello & welcome to the show, lets begin with some quick fire questions:

If a woman was hot but had facial hair would that put you off?
Facial hair on men good or bad?
Isn't broadband great? ( I now have it)
Why are most American's/Aussies loud talkers?
Why does Posh & becks wanna appear in Neighbours?

& Lastly, Bond or Jack Bauer?

Short blog today, busy, I'll do a sensible/moody blog entry later in the week.

The 304th Postie

2006-09-15T20:04:00.000+01:00

Meh, this was meant to be a post with pics of me but why spoil it, I'll leave them to the next post I make.

I just wanna be clear on something.

I know my dad or any member of my family will NOT read this, so I can say it without feeling bad for them (My Family)

Dad I hate you, as much as I've got used to people letting me down & showing they don't care really & truelly, you have been the worst.

I try my best with people, I try to be a good person, I try to be honest, if i have a problem with you I tell you.

No one will ever replace my dad or I wont hear a bad word said about him outside of my family but you truely are gone to me, with a couple of people as well, who were also importaant but toook it upon themself to come into my life, screw me over then leave me ruined emotionally.

Cos thats face it emotionally I'm a lost cause, i feel the need to ruin friendships & relationships all because I've been let down before, thats just how I now am after people have let me down.

I now feel better, thanks for reading. Have a good wknd people...

I Love Holly Valance & She Indeed Loves Me, Yea...

2006-09-12T20:17:00.000+01:00

RIP Steve Irwin

2006-09-04T12:25:00.000+01:00

Australian Icon.

Writing Blind

2006-08-31T13:43:00.000+01:00

Due to problems with my internet provider, I can't actually see my blog so if there are any obvious spelling mistakes etc, my apoligies.

Well what have I been up too you may ask, & I'd reply it's non of your freaking business but hey thats run with that question.

Nothing that important really...

Oh oh I m,ade a friend on Myspace! A mini UK celeb, Iian Lee, go me.

So thats all for this update, I promise my 302nd blog entry will be better value for your time.

Blinded By The Lights......

2006-08-24T14:33:00.000+01:00

Streets song about doing drugs, I like it, download or buy the Streets albums, I like them so they must be good.

Oh An idea has hit me, I'll tell you guys what cool albums to get.

Jay-Z - He now may be Beyonce's bitch, but the guy has always made good albums & I'd get if I was you, Reasonable Doubt (1st album) & The Black Album (Last one).

Streets - Original Pirate Material (Cos Pirates Rock!)

Mase - Harlem World, & Double UP, both good albums & shows that Mase really was the next big thing until he found God (Damn that God dude)

Nas - God's Son, I also like some of his earlier stuff but not all.

Eminem - Eminem Show, My two fav Eminem tracks are on that album, his last one wasn't so hot though.

Kanye West - College Dropout, 1st album was much better then 2nd.

NWA _ Straight Outta Compton, back when Dre could rap & also includes one of my fav tracks ever, Express yourself.

Coldplay - Should own 1 of there albums.

Oasis - Whats The Story Morning Glory, best Oasis album out there.

N.E.R.D - As bad as Pharrell's single stuff is, N.E.R.D still rock & if anyone see's one of their N.E.R.D hats around the web let me know.

If you don't own any of them albums by any of them people, you have crap music taste.

EDIT

2006-08-12T20:03:00.000+01:00

EDITED: Still haven't written anything, no one cares anyway lol, when I get round to my 300th post though it'll be worth it.

Got so much to write about, ill try & edit this post tommorow if i get a chance.

Ill be back...

OMG ASL

2006-07-24T15:39:00.000+01:00

Girls play Computer games!

Coolness!

Awesome! (Apart from NINJA's don't use guns!)

WOW

Yes PLEASE!...........

& to think Hot women can't sell anything, they surely can...............I wish they'd hurry up & sell world peace.

If your hot/a female/like computer games/leave a comment.

This is to be my last post for awhile, (again), people have let me down recently & I need to reavalute what friendship is all about. Oh & life as well, can't forget that.

I Worry...

2006-07-21T12:58:00.000+01:00

Will anyone love me as much as my dog loves me?

Will I ever feel not let down by people?

Is this all that life is, & will I never worry about what my life will become.

Will religion ever become non important & will PEOPLE take its place as being the most important thing in our lives?

Will I ever trust someone completly?

Will we ever stop being so shallow & accept others who are different?

That's all for now.

Go

2006-07-20T13:38:00.000+01:00

I did write a long post about my school closing down & stuff about me that thinking back, sounded crap, most was how I'm ugly or anally retarded, so I don't really feel in the mood to write all that again.

Instead I'll awnser any questions about life or hey maybe U'd like me to awnser something for you, leave a comment & I'll reply.

I like how I come across as important when I know I'm not. Just in case you think I thinkI am, i truelly am not & dont ever wish to come across/appear that way.

Heat

2006-07-18T20:16:00.000+01:00

Its so hot, I blame all you 4*4 drivers for global warming. Yea.

Bored

2006-07-18T14:12:00.000+01:00

Dear summer, I know you gon' miss me
For we been together like Nike Airs and crisp tees
S dots with polo fleeces
Purple label shit with the logo secret
Gimme couple years, shit I might just sneak in
A couple words and like peaches and herb
We'll be reunited and it feels so hood
Have the whole world saying "How you still so good?"
Well I do this in my slumber summer
I ain't none of these half-assed newcomers, you know how I do summer
I drop heat, when you bring the sun up
The combo make niggaz act up, I pick the gun up
Niggaz back up; they know I'm not no fronter
I don't talk shit, I just flip it +Un+ ya
Sorry Lance, I'm just trying to advance my quotes
I ain't making you the butt of my jokes
But let's not stray from what I came to say
To my beloved, think we need some time away
They say if you love it, you should let it out its cage
And fuck it, if it comes back you know it's there to stay
It's tugging, at my heart, but this time apart is needed
From the public, who should've gave me the pulitz'
Instead gave me they ass to kiss
But you know me, thugging 'til the casket dips
But still shine light down on all my peers
I know they weird... some queer, I still want them to share
And all the success I received, I know you can't believe
I still love 'em but they don't love me
They like the drunk uncle in your family
You know they lame, you feel ashamed, but you love 'em the same
It's like when niggaz make subliminal records
If it ain't directed directly at me, I don't respect it
You don't really want it with Hov, for the record
I put a couple careers on hold, you could be next kid
Keep entering the danger zone
You gon' make that boy Hov put your name in a song
If you that hungry for fame, motherfucker c'mon
Say when, take ten paces and spin
But on another note, 'bout to take another vaca'
On another boat, goddamn a motherfucker rode
His way out the hood, and I pray that I stay out for good
But any day you know a nigga could
Try and play like he Suge, then I gotta play like Dutch Schultz
You pass the dutchie, I blast you, trust me
Niggaz can't fuck with me
I'm in a good mood, you lucky, I got a good groove
And I ain't trying to fuck my thing up
But I will lay down a couple green bucks, get you cleaned up
Now I'm +Pulp Fiction+, Colt four-fifth and
Young niggaz that blast for me/blasphemy, no religion

[talking]
Listen here summer baby, I just believe it's the right thing to do
I got a brand new bitch, corporate America
She showing me a lot of action right now
And I know you put me on my feet and all, but
I mean, it's time for me to grow
You gotta let me go baby, you gotta let me go

I'm done for now, so one for now
Possibly forever, we had fun together
But like all good things, we must come to an end
Please show the same love to my friends
Dear summer

Sue Me

2006-07-14T14:28:00.000+01:00

Best Story Of The Week.

http://msn.foxsports.com/nba/story/5766288?FSO1&ATT=HMA
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Man says he's tired of being mistaken for MJ

A Portland, Ore. man has filed a lawsuit for $832 million, saying he is tired of being mistaken for Michael Jordan, according to KGW-TV.

The television station's Web site says Allen Heckard filed the suit against His Airness and Nike founder Phil Knight on June 29 in county court, claiming to have been mistaken for the basketball legend nearly every day for the past 15 years.

Courtesy KGW.com

And he's tired of it.

"I'm constantly being accused of looking like Michael and it makes it very uncomfortable for me," Heckard reportedly said.

Heckard apparently is suing Jordan for defamation and permanent injury, emotional pain and suffering. He is suing Knight for defamation and permanent injury for promoting Jordan and making him one of the world's most famous athletes.

Heckard, who stands slightly taller than 6 feet, says many people miss the fact that he is roughly six inches shorter than Jordan.

But Heckard bears a physical resemblance to Jordan because he has a shaved head, an earring in his left ear, and is in good physical shape — from playing basketball.

"Even when I go to the gym I'm being accused of playing ball like him (Jordan)," Heckard said.

Wouldn't most people consider that a compliment?

"Yes, don't get me wrong it's definitely a positive thing, because Michael, like I say is one of the best ball players that I've known to play the game. But then again, that's Michael and I'm me. So I want to be recognized as me just like Michael's being recognized as Michael."

The television station apparently caught Heckard wearing blue Air Jordan tennis shoes.

Is Heckard trying to look like Jordan?

No.

"They're very comfortable shoes to play ball in," said Heckard. "I play a lot of basketball and any other shoes I try to play in tend to hurt the bottom of my feet."

What made Heckard decide to file suit against Jordan and Knight for $416 million each?

"Well, you figure with my age and you multiply that times seven and then I turn around and I figure that's what it all boils down to."

meh

2006-07-11T13:22:00.000+01:00

Hello,

Tuesday afternoon & here I am writing...nothing.

Yep nothing,it's like I have stuff to say but can't because I made some mistakes with this blog.

Mistake One:

I told people about it. Now really I shouldn't have, i actually prefer writing stuff & not caring/worrying if people judge what I write. Instead I get friends,reading my thoughts,, theydon't comment on it but hey they read it.

Take my disability topics, 2 people out of all my friends I've told about this place, have mentioned that too me, does that make me someone with no friends......

Thats probably the main mistake with it.

Mistake Two:

In some posts I'm not to be taken seriously,if you know me I joke about stuff a lot, religion etc etcbut people take it way way too far & then think they know my opinions on stuff.
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So I have a choice, Do I:

Keep the place open a couple of months before a slow death.

Or just say what I really think without caring too much?
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Cos I'm bored I wanted to talk about something.Actually I'll ask a question if it gets replies I'll write something about it.

Is religion in these days (of war/arguments) more important then our lives?

Discuss

About Me Rantage 505

2006-07-07T13:45:00.000+01:00

People & me just don't go together at all.

Apart from one or two people here & there I find people annoying, I even get to the stage where I have to critise them for stuff they have messed up. Do I have the right too? Do I care? No.

Then on the other hand I'll help people out, can't find something? Ask me & i'll find it for you & ill look for ages sometimes even with no thanks at all. why do I do this?

I think its cos I believe in Karma & doing good things for people i dunno

I'm a genuine nice guy.I always used to get the "oh your so nice" from girls I'd fancy/lust over.thats quite annoying but I can put up with that.

Sure I can be an ass at times but who isn't.

Rantage Over I think I've reasurred myself.

God the amount of times I've finished with one girl because I've been insecure is LOL able.

Random Statements

2006-07-05T22:06:00.000+01:00

America to go to war with Iran & North Korea at same time? Madness.

Me>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You

I was gonna post some irrelevant crap about me,I won't dissapoint, It'll be here tommmorow, I think it'll either be about women in general & their effects on me good & bad or advice & where you can shove it.

Yeh, I rock.

Next..........

Sad Day/Women Are The Enemy

2006-06-29T14:04:00.000+01:00

EDITED: EVEN MORE BAD NEWS! England are out, if your hot & female leave me a message to cheer me up,if your someone I know who wants to annoy me,don't.

So my old school is closing down. Damn it had its moments,here are moments I'll remember. All probably LOL now anyway.

So I once sent a girl this poem I wrote, I didn't write my name on it or anything, just left it on her bag, so a couple of days later I tell my friend Lee about it, he grasses on me(!) i get into some trouble from the girls boyfriend about this (lol)but in the end im sitting in a empty playground, she comes over & asks why I did it, I just tell her to forget it & I walk away.......

Then there was the time one of my friends called me a spaz, I actually cried over this as no one had ever called me that before but I never grassed on him.

Then another friend asked me if I WANTED HIM to STAND on MY HAND to make it straight, yep you read right. He was being serious as well.

Then there was this time i didnt give a football to this other boy so he actually pushed me over,I must have twisted my leg cos I couldn't actually get up, so what happened, A GIRL had to CARRY me to the nurse, yes.

If I think of anymore Ill post them.
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Download/Buy This Track

Rihanna - Unfaithful Lyrics

Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

cause it seems that wrong

really loves my company


Hes more than a man

and this is more than love

the reason that this guy is blue

the clouds are rolling in

because I'm gone again

and to him I just can't be true


and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

and it kills him inside

to know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

a murderer


I feel it in the air

as I'm doing my hair

preparing for another day

A kiss up on my cheek

He's here reluctantly

as if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A liar didn't have to tell

Because we both know

where I'm about to go

and we know it very well


cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

and it kills him inside

to know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

a murderer


His trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore (anymore)


I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

a murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

Positive Energy

2006-06-25T13:08:00.000+01:00

Under 3 hours left,will England get to the next round? Who knows.

So I've been thinking, (stop me now) from now on I'm gonna be tottally positive, there will be no negatavity at all from me,even if i get run over & then reversed over I'd still be positive etc. (God, I don't literally mean that ok?)

Awaits the 1st test.......

meh part 26753 and 5

2006-06-20T19:38:00.000+01:00

Football starts in half an hour, i wonder if England will finish top of their group.

At the moment im writing my memoirs,at my age they should be a fun read filled with excitemnet & life changing moments in history.

At the moment I'm coming to terms with losing "the person for me" shes vanished off the face of the planet, well it has been a year since, I'm suire shes moved on & realised what asshole I am at times.

Some things are just not meant to be are they?

If you download/buy any track make sure its Rhianna's Unfaithful, i love that song & as a guy maybe i should hate it as its a cushy girly song, but it proves it doesn't it, women are the enemy.........Beware.

I'm sure I'll share my memoirs with you all sooner I'll post more irrelevant crap,wait a minute ain't that the same......Nevermind.

Meh.........................

So Fathers Day

2006-06-17T13:33:00.000+01:00

here tommorow........

Im not to bothered about it apart from my mum wanting me 2 buy a card 4 someone who isnt even my dad......

How are u supposed to go about this without anyone having hurt feeling?..

Welsh Un Wonder

2006-06-13T20:31:00.000+01:00

Charlotte Church has stated she wouldn't wanna lose weight cos she'd lose her boobs, & her bf would leave her. Shallow yes.......But who is, her or her boyfriend?

3 Lions On A Shirt

2006-06-10T12:49:00.000+01:00

Come on Lampard, Gerrard to win the World Cup! & yeah Jenn teaches people about sunblock,very important during the summer months..

"you can never really trust a boar, just like you can never trust a bull."

2006-06-04T13:02:00.000+01:00

Next time use the fork(lame joke for Star Wars fans) Linkage
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A north Wales farmer is recovering in hospital after he was mauled by a 47-stone (298 kg) pig.
Geraint Roberts, 49, was trying to move the Landrace boar into its pen in Brynsiencyn, when it attacked him.

The pig pinned him against a tractor and bit him on the legs, back and left arm. One bite nearly severed an artery.
The farmer's wife Nerys stopped the attack by turning a hose on the pig. Mr Roberts has undergone seven hours of surgery at Ysbyty Gwynedd, Bangor.

He remains in hospital, four days after the attack on Sunday evening.

We've had him for about a year and he's normally quite placid, but you can never really trust a boar, just like you can never trust a bull said Gwyn Roberts "My father is lucky to be alive. I think if he had been on his own, or my mother had not thought to use the hose, he would probably be dead. I had a pitchfork and was trying to shout at the boar, to get him away, but it was no use.

"We've no idea why he turned violent. We've had him for about a year and he's normally quite placid, but you can never really trust a boar, just like you can never trust a bull."

"My father has worked with pigs all his life and this is the first time anything like this has happened. It was terrible, but it could have been so much worse."

I Chickened Out

2006-06-02T16:52:00.000+01:00

It hasn't been 6 days & I haven't posted any pics.

I always do that though,say I'm going to do something then I just don't have the balls to do it,annoys me greatly.
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A funny story,when i was in college i became quite friendly with everyone (this was before the McD's chick before anyone is wondering) & their was a girl in my class who I really liked, she was just WOW (yeah Jessica Alba WOW) so 1 day she asks me to open the window for her & well I then say....................... ..............." Sure anything for you"

Silence in the room in front of like10 people.

She later left the course i was doing & I never saw her again

The end.

A 6 Day Break

2006-05-29T13:44:00.000+01:00

I won't be around for 6 days,until then,enjoy, I'll do something brave on my return. (see below)

Going to see X Men 3: The Last Stand tommorow with my brother, should be good apart from the kids now on half term ruining the movie, I hope there isn't to many

How am I? My cold has returned & I have a really nasty headache as well, how can you get colds during the summertime? I think its cos i have always had a weak chest so if i ever get unwell in their it stays awhile.

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Next week if I have credit on my phone I'm gonna post some pictures of me (Cos I am that vain) it'll stop people asking awkward questions & if another person asks"whats your disability about/then", I could then just give them the linkage & really not stress about it, I always do stress about it though I think & thats why I never mention it to people as well as it not being their bussiness lol, it doesn't really affect how I am with them does it?.

For those going,"Wow Terry has a disability/is a spas/etc etc", like I said above don't be offended that I didn't share it with you, just know as I said above,it wasn't really that important to the idol chit chat of IM's over MSN or Yahoo...

Some people are right weird about it as well,like I can pass it to them or something lol.

Rantage over,nobody will probably reply to this but oh well, I feel better for writing it down.

Meh

2006-05-24T13:07:00.000+01:00

Am I shallow, am i hung up on such wrong ways
Yes I am shallow and loving every wrong play
If love is blind then why do we all buy lingerie

I thought i should post something.

If you could kill 1 person in the whole World (yes the whole World) who would that person be?There is no punishment for this crime apart from maybe your own guilt that you'd feel, please choose wisely...

Years Later UPDATED

2006-05-14T12:27:00.000+01:00

EDITED 3 Times

I finally can say my dad is a asshole & not care about him.

Should that worry me? Probably not.

Every Day I Love You Less & Less Quality song & that sums up how i feel but nobody loves me lol, i feel lucky i can joke about being a loser.

Meh i dunno what to do anymore.

Dead Or Alive Movie

2006-05-13T14:54:00.000+01:00

Anyone remember my obsession with Holly Valance? Yeah shes back!

Theres so many 1 liner jokes here so i just won't use them.

It rains a lot on this cool fun island

The Sun is finally out,that's play volleyball..........

Devon Akri(Right) i love you as well.

Jamie Preselly(My Name Is Earl)

How Not 2 Sell A Games Console..........

2006-05-13T14:41:00.000+01:00

Too Into The Game:I hate people that turn as if they really are turning(as in car racing games etc)

Toilet face.......:Looks like1 ofthe idiots from Westlife(I rest my case)

No Name: At least these games will give good exercise(God that girl can bend)

Still i repeat Still ill!!!!!!!

2006-05-12T22:00:00.000+01:00

Still ill & being sick,luckily I have only been sick down the toilet & not no where else,what would my mum say eh?

My friends are lucky i now have a blog to post stuff like this on instead of emails...........

ill

2006-05-10T13:31:00.000+01:00

Yeah i have a sore throat,headache & cold.My mum has told me to sweat it out
sooooooooooooooooo if female & hot let me know lol.

I remember a ex telling me i sounded like her ex when i had a cold, & yea i allowed her 2 say that without bitching about it all,stupid me.

Also good luck to people who are doing exams soon,not that you need it.

Hot Girl Down Under Shocker!

2006-05-03T13:24:00.000+01:00

I bet the Aussies wish she was from their.

Anyway as you can see i can now post pictures again sonow i dont have to just talk about me/things that bother me.Just thisonce though i will:

People Bitching About Other People From Other Country's Taking Thier Jobs.

Yea if you wasnt so lazy, wanted more money or a better worker maybe you would have a job? As you can probably get more money off the Goverment then these people do who come here,quit complaining.You just have tolearn to play the system like they have.

Without the illegal immigrants work, Countriess would go down the toilet faster then the New Superman movie or the new David Blaine stunt.

Cant Think Who To Vote 4? Thats Vote The Racist Party!

Yeah thats not, Seeing as your family probably moved to whatever Country your in years & years ago makes you a idiot if you do.

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Thats all for today.Ifinally feel this place can gobacktohowit was instead of me posting pointless posts.

Whatever you believe in, thanxs for at least reading.........

The 2nd Sexist Post in a Week Award!

2006-05-02T12:56:00.000+01:00

If your fat/feel down about yourself & Female, please look away now, if your fat/dream about females with fine selfs please continue to the USA FHM list.

I feel like researching all these females,meh.

1. Scarlett Johansson
2. Angelina Jolie
3. Jessica Alba
4. Jessica Simpson
5. Keira Knightley
6. Halle Berry
7. Jenny McCarthy
8. Maria Sharapova
9. Carmen Electra
10. Teri Hatcher
11. Paris Hilton
12. Jennifer Garner
13. Eva Longoria
14. Lindsay Lohan
15. Charlize Theron
16. Jessica Beil
17. Jaime Pressly
18. Beyonce
19. Katherine Heigl
20. Shakira
21. Vida Guerra
22. Alyssa Milano
23. Cameron Diaz
24. Pamela Anderson
25. Beth Ostrosky
26. Jennifer Lopez
27. Adriana Lima
28. Mariah Carey
29. Anna Benson
30. Shania Twain
31. Mandy Moore
32. Mischa Barton
33. Jenna Jameson
34. Reese Witherspoon
35. Natalie Gulbis
36. Salma Hayek
37. Christina Aguilera
38. Erica Durance
39. Victoria Silvstedt
40. Gwen Stefani
41. Heidi Klum
42. Danica Patrick
43. Jennifer Love Hewitt
44. Eva Mendes
45. Jennifer Aniston
46. Kristin Kreuk
47. Leeann Tweeden
48. Faith Hill
49. Kristin Chenoweth
50. Kelly Clarkson
51. Rachel McAdams
52. Estella Warren
53. Brooke Burke
54. Elisha Cuthbert
55. Gretchen Bleiler
56. Alessandra Ambrosio
57. Tera Patrick
58. Hilary Duff
59. Uma Thurman
60. Landi Swanepoel
61. Natalie Portman
62. Morgan Webb
63. Sienna Miller
64. Lauren Harris
65. Alicia Keys
66. Kate Hudson
67. Mayra Veronica
68. Megan Fox
69. Kate Bosworth
70. Kristinna Loken
71. Rachael Ray
72. Penelope Cruz
73. Evangeline Lilly
74. Amy Smart
75. Elizabeth Hurley
76. Petra Nemcova
77. Ashley Judd
78. Kate Beckinsale
79. Lucy Liu
80. Malin Akerman
81. Kelly Ripa
82. Catherine Zeta-Jones
83. Gisele Bundchen
84. Amanda Righetti
85. Anne Hathaway
86. Zhang Ziyi
87. Amanda Peet
88. Fergie
89. Denise Richards
90. Katie Holmes
91. Sarah Burke
92. Amanda Beard
93. Linda Cardellini
94. Sarah Michelle Gellar
95. Olivia Wilde
96. Ana Beatriz Barros
97. Vanessa Marcil
98. Heather Graham
99. Naomi Watts
100. Josie Maran

2 for the price of 1.................

2006-05-01T21:48:00.000+01:00

God i hate that jerkWestwood,Rihanna is hot though.

& now a random song by The Streets, Enjoy the lyrical master workness of lyrics.

"Two Nations"

Two nations divided
By a common language
And about two hundred years of new songs and dancing
But the difference is language
And just the bits you got wrong
'Cause we were the ones who invented the language

Sorry, oi, that's just my idea of a joke
But you guys are different to us across the pond folk
And I keep having to say that I'm only joking
In New York when I have to buy fags on the road, oi

Biggy man, god bless America and that
But you lot keep killing all your best talent
We build up our stars and then papers sweep on them
And you build on stars and maniacs shoot them

I don't know much about nines and Mac's
But we still got 22's we're inclined to pack
And I much prefer the profit margin nowadays
And crystal methods all the height with crack

It was no shock to me when we flew to the door
At the Nas gig where the mans were shooting in a war
Since it got reported in the latest news story
That London is now more dangerous than New York

Two nations divided
By a common language
And about two hundred years of new songs and dancing
But the difference is language
And just the bits you got wrong
'Cause we were the ones who invented the language, oi

Understated is how we prefer to be
That's why I've sold three millions and you've never heard of me
The paparazzi shoot me the the girls all loose on me
But don't shoot hiders, we fight football rivalry
The work wac means to combat at home
And I wrote the ten wac commandments on my own
I was in front of the bloke shooting at the Nas show
But they weren't shooting at him it was honor that night though

We don't shoot idols happily shoot instead
Up my road the police just shoot a guy dead
'Cause they guessed he might of been a bit of a terrorist threat
Does this bomb look big in this bag then but we love Biggy, Johnny Cash and Stevie Wonder

It's no Biggy we got no cash and its no wonder
'Cause I'm proud we gave you people like John Lennon
Even though you shot him as well

Two nations divided
By a common language
And about two hundred years of new songs and dancing
But the difference is language
And just the bits you got wrong
'Cause we were the ones who invented the language

Me (part 1)

2006-05-01T13:42:00.000+01:00

I hate people.

Well i dont hate everyone, just people in general.

Liars/people who are dishonest etc. Just plain bullshitters.

I think thats why the way i am. I tend not tolet people get to know me/2 close.

Scary that i could go through life like this.

No one cares.........

FHM Hot 100 Females

2006-04-28T13:49:00.000+01:00

1. Keira Knightley
2. Keeley Hazell
3. Scarlett Johansson
4. Angelina Jolie
5. Kelly Brook
6. Cheryl Tweedy
7. Beyonce Knowles
8. Evangelina Lilly
9. Jessica Alba
10. Jessica Simpson
11. Billie Piper
12. Sienna Miller
13. Lindsay Lohan
14. Rachel Stevens
15. Sarah Harding
16. Jennifer Love Hewitt
17. Halle Berry
18. Jennifer Aniston
19. Fearne Cotton
20. Eva Longoria
21. Mischa Barton
22. Elisha Cuthbert
23. Kate Beckinsale
24. Hayley Parsons
25. Eva Mendes
26. Charlize Theron
27. Kara Tointon
28. Rachel Bilson
29. Tanya Robinson
30. Holly Willoughby
31. Jennifer Ellison (Woot)
32. Gemma Atkinson
33. Hilary Duff
34. Paris Hilton
35. Lucy Pinder
36. Brittany Murphy
37. Tera Patrick
38. Christina Aguilera
39. Lisa Snowdon
40. Charlotte Church
41. Tara Reid
42. Victoria Silvstedt
43. Jennifer Lopez
44. Maggie Grace
45. Colleen McLoughlin
46. Kate Bosworth
47. Michelle Marsh
48. Natalie Portman
49. Nicole Scherzinger
50. Chantelle Houghton
51. Natalie Pike
52. Jaime Pressly
53. Tina O’Brien
54. Brooke Burke
55. Nadine Coyle
56. Maria Sharapova
57. Nikki Sanderson
58. Charlotte Marshall
59. Jennifer Garner
60. Anna Kournikova
61. Kristen Kreuk
62. Lady Isabella Hervey
63. Holly Valance
64. Natalie Oxley
65. Joss Stone
66. Kimberley Walsh
67. Kayleigh Pearson
68. Sophie Howard
69. Fergie
70. Heidi Klum
71. Sarah Michelle Gellar
72. Pamela Anderson
73. Sammy Winward
74. Naomi Watts
75. Kirsty Gallacher
76. Cameron Diaz
77. Roxanne Pallett
78. Myleene Klass
79. Katie Holmes
80. Giselle Bundchen
81. Teri Hatcher
82. Reese Witherspoon
83. Gwen Stefani
84. Nicola Roberts
85. Adele Silva
86. Rebecca Romjin
87. Kate Moss
88. Carmen Electra
89. Rachel McAdams
90. Myfanwy Waring
91. Roxanne McKee
92. Jenna Jameson
93. Jessica Biel
94. Kate Middleton
95. Josie Maran
96. Emma Griffiths
97. Joanna Krupa
98. Denise Van Outen
99. Rosario Dawson
100. Sofia Vergara

2006-04-27T14:25:00.000+01:00

Yes its a Thursday.

Still looks like i'm moving,yeah shut up about that already Terry.

My love life seemingly sucks but i wont go into detail as i REALLY dont like talking about myself at all.If your love life sucks also please let people know.

Tommorow ill try to think of something better to write about i have a whole list,thats have avote:

Models:whats up with them?

Fashion Designers: ^

Old People: ^

Women:^

People who dont appreciate my comedic value:^

yeah, please vote now,votes are free, please only vote once & please note if you vote i recieve 20% of your soul.

Haven't Posted In Ages

2006-04-25T18:43:00.000+01:00

Nothing really new to post about,i doubt people come here & think "Tel hasn't piosted something funny in his own special way". Also my photobucket account is refusing to let me post pictures here,soicant do a shiity excuse post with pictures.

So whats going on with you? Cant be as boring as me?

Want Cool Music?

2006-04-21T14:43:00.000+01:00

Clicky

2006-04-20T20:16:00.000+01:00

Haven't posted here in awhile, busy packing stuff. Look up Littlehampton inGoogle looks shit eh?

What Easter Is Really About

2006-04-16T14:54:00.000+01:00

Moving

2006-04-15T19:26:00.000+01:00

Out of London, the only place tourists know in the UK.

woot, meh......

Still Alive

2006-04-11T16:58:00.000+01:00

Just beenbusy.

go buy the new Streets album its ok.

Jessica Alba Rocks!

2006-04-08T21:07:00.000+01:00

Yea anyway.

When people say something bad then say, "no offence" why are they lying?

Of course they mean offence.

Why Why Why?